if there is anything in life iam truly grateful for its this. Sure that’s not the technical term but yeah
Like say you start crying. Eventually you are going to stop. You cant physically hold an emotion forever without a moment of clarity eventually.
Its funny when I woke up I had everything in my head perfectly lined up how I was gonna type this up, but now its gone.
I feel a lot more eloquent in my head.
For the past year or so my health has declined. And Ive been thinking a lot about life, death, and humanity in general, almost obsessively.
On the other side of the coin is ive been trying to distract myself from the bad thoughts. Games, music, movies,books etc. Not to say they dont have practical applications but yeah.
jim sterling gets it
Anyway I guess the point of this topic is existential meanderings now. Like i said I had it all in my head perfect like a dream but then I woke up.